I've (female) been dating a guy for about 6 months now and we've been having sex/touching each other for a good portion of that time. I'm at the point now where I would really like to go down on him but I always chicken out at the last minute. I've only been with one other guy and when I was with him no matter what I did he would never cum, handjob, long blowjob, sex, nothing unless he did it himself. It gave me some real self confidence issues about sex so now even though my current boyfriend is definitely getting off when we're together I'm scared that if I try to give him a blowjob it's going to suck and he'll hate it and make things awkward. So I guess I'm just looking for some confidence advice to help me get over that hold up and just do it.